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[scarvedforlife]

Ya-ho! This is the voicemail of the one and only Shogun! Sorry for not picking up, but the energetic life of a mad scientist waits for no call! It does check for messages though, so feel free to leave one.

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Re: 354/355 probably

[weenwoon]

[He nods thoughtfully along with Sho's reasoning, but the last part catches him by surprise... before he smiles, visibly relieved.]

I could certainly stand to have emotional support at times, senpai! And your experience with this place in general.

[...Hm. Well, if what happens in fun lab stays in fun lab... he looks down at the floor for a few moments, thinking.]

Well, actually... I do try my best to get along with other units, and others in general... but lately, I wonder how much longer I'll be able to do that. It's been... harder to be myself. And now that pain and grudges are starting to pile up, I... don't know who I will become from here on.

When I first arrived, I wanted to get along with everyone and understand everyone. It's part of why I was able to become friends with Absinthe, I think. But now... I have people I dislike and don't even want to try to understand. And that feels wrong, yet perhaps not as wrong as accepting them blindly or pushing myself and what I want aside just to give them satisfaction. But I don't know what to do in those situations. I feel like I should put in the effort, but... there is unlikely to be payoff. And I don't know if I should keep trying or if I should give up.

[Levity sips some more fun soda. Self-perception issues for the tall man!! :( Sometimes you come from a utopian society where people actually wanted to communicate and now you don't know how to handle it when people Don't.]

But, ah, forgive me. I think it would be good to hold a unit meeting and discuss our priorities. And perhaps we could hold a unit-to-unit meeting with Baritones, too, to discuss how official an arrangement this can be? Like you say, it's best to have things stated upfront. So no one gets caught in false expectations.

[unlike SOME PEOPLE THAT HE IS NOT GOING TO NAME]

Re: 354/355 probably

[scarvedforlife]

Your senpai is always here to listen, and the bad thoughts that enter the fun lab stay in the fun lab, those are the rules!

[ Another knee pat, gentler this time. ]

And hey, I think your recognition of this change in you means you're not just gonna become a totally different, heartless person or anything like this. You and Angel actually have a lot in common there, you should try talking with her about these feelings. She's working through those emotions too, and I think talking with someone experiencing similar feelings would help a lot for both of you.

I'm no Intensity, but I'm willing to listen too when you want to talk things out. Promise I won't always give my heavily biased opinion.

And nothing to forgive, you and your thoughts are way more important to me than alliances or other things like that. It'd be good if you're happy with the way you decide to be moving forward, however that is. So however I can help, let me know. Even if it's just a listening ear.