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Ya-ho! This is the voicemail of the one and only Shogun! Sorry for not picking up, but the energetic life of a mad scientist waits for no call! It does check for messages though, so feel free to leave one.

Bye bye!

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But what if that is what I should have done?

[finally lowers the sheep from her face and scooched even closer to Sho]

You'd probably make yourself more and more miserable, not knowing for sure. You at least tried.

...I did try. But now there is nothing else I can do.

[:(]

And that is why I am sad.

There's one last thing, isn't there? Waiting.

Waiting?

Edited 2020-12-29 21:11 (UTC)

The him right now can't handle a relationship with you. But there's no saying that the him later, after he's had his growth, can't either. It might be a long shot, it might not ever happen, but it means waiting for him to approach you if he ever feels ready.

...

Do you really think so? Even though I am the wretched thing he hates the most?

People and feelings can change. Not always, but sometimes.

You're the one who's shown me that.

[Hides her face again.]

Thank you, beloved Masaomi. I can wait, I think.

[ Arms around Angel again, soff hugs only. ]

Sorry I can't give you more than words.

[Sniffle.]

All I want is words. I want to know about your Christmas. Did I give enough payment?

You did. Can I sit with you to get comfy and I'll tell you all about my Christmas?

Yes, please sit with me! I would like that very much actually!

[ Scooting so he can flop into the beanbag, holding open his arms for her. ]

Cuddles!

[flops into his arms, throwing arms around]

Cuddles!

[ Flopping back with his arms around her, hiiiiis Angel. ]

In Japan, couples usually spend Christmas Eve, the day before Christmas, together. They'll go on a cute date and have some cake usually, it's a holiday meant to be happy for us.